Time goes by so quickly for missionaries. I can't believe that I am now
more than half way finished with my mission. As I have pondered and
reflected on being in the middle of my full-time service I remembered
some wise words from President Ucthdorf about being in the middle. I
hope that you will enjoy them and take some time to reflect on the
blessings of always considering yourselves as in the middle.
"Beginnings are
times for making resolutions, for creating plans, for bursts of energy.
Endings are times for winding down and may involve feelings of
completion or loss. But with the proper outlook, considering ourselves
as
in the middle of things can help us not only to understand life a little better but also to live it a little more meaningfully.
When I
speak to our young missionaries, I often tell them they are in the
middle of their missions. Whether they just arrived the day before or
are to depart for home the day after, I ask them to think of themselves
as always being in the middle.
New
missionaries may feel they are too inexperienced to be effective, and so
they delay speaking or acting with confidence and boldness. Seasoned
missionaries who are close to completing their missions may feel sad
their missions are coming to a close, or they may slow down as they
contemplate what they will do after their missions.
Whatever
the circumstances and wherever they serve, the truth is that the Lord’s
missionaries are daily sowing countless seeds of good tidings. Thinking
of themselves as always being in the middle of their missions will
embolden and energize these faithful representatives of the Lord. As it
is with full-time missionaries, so it is with all of us.
This
change in perspective is more than a simple trick of the mind. There is a
sublime truth behind the idea that we are always in the middle. If we
look at our location on a map, we are tempted to say we are at a
beginning. But if we look more closely, wherever we are is simply in the
middle of a larger place.
As it is
with space, so it is with time. We may feel we are at the beginning or
end of our lives, but when we look at where we are against the backdrop
of eternity—when we realize that our spirit has existed for time beyond
our capacity to measure and, because of the perfect sacrifice and
Atonement of Jesus Christ, that our soul will exist for an eternity to come—we can recognize that we are truly in the middle.
Whatever
our age, whatever our location, when things occur in our lives, we are
always in the middle. What’s more, we will forever be in the middle.
Yes,
there will be moments of beginnings and moments of endings throughout
our lives, but these are only markers along the way of the great middle
of our eternal lives. Whether we are at the beginning or the end,
whether we are young or old, the Lord can use us for His purposes if we
simply set aside whatever thoughts limit our ability to serve and allow
His will to shape our lives.
The Psalmist says, “This is the day which the Lord hath made; we
[should] rejoice and be glad in it” (Psalm 118:24). Amulek reminds us
that “this life is the time for men to prepare to meet God; yea, behold
the day of this life is the day for men to perform their labors” (Alma 34:32; emphasis added). And a poet muses, “Forever—is composed of Nows.”
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Being
always in the middle means that the game is never over, hope is never
lost, defeat is never final. For no matter where we are or what our
circumstances, an eternity of beginnings and an eternity of endings
stretch out before us.
We are always in the middle."
I believe that
these words from President Ucthdorf are inspiring, and although I am
literally in the middle of my mission now I will strive to continue to
have my mindset "always in the middle" throughout my mission and my
life.
I hope that you too will find yourselves "smack dab in the middle!"
The article is from President Ucthdorf in the July 2012 Ensign, and you can find the full version at the link below.
https://www.lds.org/ensign/2012/07/always-in-the-middle?lang=eng